/coloroYour Full Name:colorc/colorc Do-Young Kwoncoloro:#FF0000/coloroNickname or preferred name:colorc/colorc Kevin (Call me by my Korean name if you like, but mispronounce it and Die!!!)coloro:#FF0000/coloroDescribe yourself in three WORDS:colorc/colorc Regretful? I always fight with myself to not do something stupid, but I do it anyways?, Introverted? I feel absolutely drained whenever I speak with others, and I really don?t do well in crowds. Still, I am not antisocial. I also find myself catching a breather in parties. I find myself lagging behind everyone else to enjoy simple pleasure of bland scenery, etc.?, Masked? I prefer to be reserved and think through actions, but I, not purposefully, am impulsive and speak foolishly in front of strangers. My close friends tell me that I act totally different person when I am around a stranger, but I never feel that way?coloro:#FF0000/coloroDescribe yourself in three SENTENCES:colorc/colorc I always believe that everything will work out in the end, but I believe in setting the foundations for tomorrow. I wish to, nay, dream of, changing everything about me and start anew. At the same time, I find myself able to find peace in my past accomplishments and pull myself out of the timeline to be a mere observer of flow.coloro:#FF0000/coloroWhat you are wearing RIGHT NOWcolorc/colorc black jeans, black polo T-shirt (I just bought them a week ago? my only black pair), and white hooded jacket, unzipped. I have no idea what you are asking when you say to be descriptive, but my jeans are lax but not to the point of wearing a belt, and it fits comfortably around my waist and not sliding down my hips. My polo shirt is honestly very fitting in terms of how close it is. It almost makes me more muscular than usual. As for white jacket? it is from GAP and it is heavy, perhaps more heavy than I ever want in a jacket. I always feel that I am lifting up a small weight whenever I lift it up for the first time, and I caught my mom trying to dispose of it because she believes that it is too heavy and will obstruct my growth? despite the fact that I am already 18, and I have finished growing. I always wear my jacket unzipped and like to slip hands into my jean pocket, since I don?t usually wear gloves in this weather? I hate GA winter? not too cold to be wearing long-sleeves, but a bit chilly when you wear T-shirts? what am I suppose to wear? I also wear my polo shirts one button un-buttoned out of three buttons? personal preference, since I don?t like the choking feeling that I get from buttoning all of them.coloro:#2E8B57/coloroORcolorc/colorc coloro:#FF0000/coloroWhat your dream outfit is.colorc/colorc Hmmm? black trench coat will be nice besides that hooded jacket. And a decent leather gloves, too? wait, will I be in cold region? Otherwise I?ll be panting to death in trench coat? Please be as descriptive as possible. coloro:#4169E1/coloroIf you have any quality that you think makes you unique, please state it here.colorc/colorc I believe I mentioned my constant need to improve? Well, that is basically my obsession. In fact, it has gotten pretty bad, in my opinion. I wish to reprogram myself, starting right down from the hardware. I want paler skin (My skin right now is slightly tanned, which is normal for Asian living in America.), more manageable hair (Well, I spike my hair, and I really wish that my hair was straight? everyone keeps reminding me that my hair has slight curls, and it has became such as obsession of mine to get that naturally straightened.), more slim body build (okay, I am not fat, but I would much prefer to have a body that has faster metabolism. I have to work out or I get fat? and when I exercise, I tend to still have large body build? I want to be slim, just for once.), and I want to rearrange my speech and reflexes (I often cannot think of witty remarks to say back to someone, which pisses me off, and I just don?t have that amazing reflex that everyone seems to have.). If I listed all of them, it would fill up quite a bit. But what I am trying to tell you is that I hate everything about me except my thought process, which I am very proud of. I know my limitations well, which is frustrating to me as well. I wish to challenge myself, but I keep holding back because I know what will happen when I do. I am a realist, but not a pessimist. Knowing the impending doom, I act positively; and knowing the criticisms that I have and could give to others and myself, I cheer others and myself on. I also discussed my introverted-ness. I feel myself drained of positivity whenever I am with a loud crowd for a very long time. I am not very fond of going to parties for the sake of going to parties. I like having fun, but I often wish to take a step back and breath a bit, see what is going on, and take control of myself after prolonged exposure to crowd. I can never get lost in the crowd and I often find myself outside the ?mob mentality.? Perhaps it is my longingness for control, but I just cannot stand being manipulated or being talked about. In fact, I rather not be noticed or talked about than to be talked about badly. Other than when my stands, beliefs, or position is being threatened, I am very lax and easygoing. When they are, however, I have tendency to use even the drastic measures and dirtiest tricks to retain my status. However, this is only for my firm beliefs which I believe in strongly. Other times I often change my opinions to meet my friend?s, so that there is no conflict.coloro:#FF00FF/coloroWould you prefer to be Key or Disposable? Key characters will be consulted on certain details for accuracy Disposable characters get to decide how they get... disposed of /laugh.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":lol:" border="0" alt="laugh.gif" /> /happy.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid="^_^" border="0" alt="happy.gif" /> colorc/colorcI honestly don?t care. I believe that the writer should choose the characters, not the other way around. Place me on wherever you can place me, and I?ll be grateful. If you think my personality is key role-material, then please, I would love to play key character. If I am more fit for disposable, I am willing and I will gladly play the confused villain, evil with regretful end, or selfless hero.Although? if I wanted to choose an end, I want an end where after I die, everything I have done until now is revealed, and, whether I meant it or not, somehow it contributes to the victory of the protagonists. I don?t care how, where, or in whose hands I get disposed of, but I do care about what legacy that I left behind, and how I will be remembered as the story drones on. In short, if I die, I want to be immortalized, and forever repeated upon as someone who did something that helps in the end, that by my foundations, everything works out in the very

QUOTE (Chamomile @ Nov 30 2009, 09:46 PM) quotecOH WOWTriple posting... EL is going to kill you D:QuoteEndQuoteEEndThe Life & Rants forum is, as far as I'm concerned, the Random Spam Is Allowed forum. As long as people aren't intentionally being jerks I don't use mod powers here. Have fun. /tongue.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":P" border="0" alt="tongue.gif

(EL) Again, Life & Rants forum. I really don't give a damn. /tongue.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":P" border="0" alt="tongue.gif" />

QUOTE (Stragas @ Dec 1 2009, 03:35 PM) quotecShoot... error.... The post above was posted twice because my stupid mouse clicked twice.... Gotta get a new one.... Sorry EL!!! Don't eat me!!! I am NOT a Jelly and I am not sweet.... just a bit salty...QuoteEndQuoteEEndO_OI AM SO USING THAT FOR THE STORY!You character will, at some point, say that phrase! /laugh.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":lol:" border="0" alt="laugh.gif

QUOTE (Chamomile @ Dec 3 2009, 04:52 PM) quotecI was thinking that you would have about 2 or 3 Japanese werapons at your disposal, not just the Naginata.I'm still debating as to which ones though...no shurikens or eboBut maybe a katana or a tanto and a wakizashiMore details to come...AN UPDATE ON THE STORY:Most of my second chapter is done.Most.Some?A little?Something like that.QuoteEndQuoteEEndi like wakasashies /laugh.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":lol:" border="0" alt="laugh.gif" /> i agree no shurukens though, im no nija /ph34r.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":ph34r:" border="0" alt="ph34r.gif

QUOTE (Stragas @ Dec 3 2009, 07:49 PM) quotecXD.... how do you know whether you have been accepted or not? Also... since you said you are on your way to chapter 2, does that mean that we can read chapter 1? Where???Lol..... we could choose weapons? Please don't give me Japanese crap.... it is overrated.....QuoteEndQuoteEEndjapanise crap is not overrated, just the swords. still great swords but i prefer a zwiedenhander (sp?) anyday, but i am ethnithicly scandanavian so i may be biased huh, scandanavian samuri, /blink.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":blink:" border="0" alt="blink.gif" /> by the way i am shortened to ko now?this purturbs me...... /mellow.gif" style="vertical-align:middle" emoid=":mellow:" border="0" alt="mellow.gif" />ps: do i get to be ea